Today is the eve of xmas..yet im awake so early now is onlee 9.17am in the morning.. i shd be sleeping now and get ready for work.. i worked up just because just to see one msg from my dear.. yet in disappointment.. i dunno what to say already..
I never ever will woke up in the morning that is so bad till i feel tears in my heart lor.. i dunno whats going on... i really wanna know... no matter how hard to give in seems like things are getting from bad to worst.. i really feel very lost lor... this month is worst than hell.. i really on the verge to give up... can someone pull mi out from it...
I still recall last year eve of xmas, i was so excited and happy.. things are no longer like before..i really cannot go on like this for long.. its really too heavy for mi to carry this burden.. everyday i wasnt happy anot lor.. i tried to buried myself in work to make myself happy.... its wasnt the usual mi already... i really very DEVASTED already.. i really envy people ard mi that their beloved ones treated them good... everyone seems so happy ard mi... do cherish wat u have before its really too late.. i really cherish alot on this relationship..i really cant bear to give up but do u know how hard i was anot...... lost....... Lost. Tearz......... why must u keep flaring up and scolding mi for nothing.. what have i really done wrong.. why must u keep venting anger on me for nothing.. u know how i feel anot.. im a human i have feelings somemore im ur galfriend.. u know how badly u hurt mi each day anot.. if u no longer feel for mi or nor longer love me.. just let go of me... sad...................xtremely sad...................
++ .Wiish Upon Tha Starrs. ++
++.My Favourites.++
++.My Memories.++
|November 2004|December 2004|January 2005|March 2005|April 2005|May 2005|June 2005|August 2005
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++ .My Blabberbox. ++
++.My Friends++.
* Holiday Trip 2 Hongkong,Bangkok,Taiwan,Hokkaido(Lavender field),Japan,Paris/Itay,Bali..JoJo Island
* Gucci Bag
* My Driving Licsence Cum a Hse Of my Veri Own
* Panasonic LUMIX Digital Camera
* My verii Own Shop Cum Career
* Someone Who Will Love Me,Dotes Me,Grow Old With Me(I'm waiting but dun make mi wait for too long)
* See TakeshiKaneshiro in person :X
++ .Detesties. ++
*BackStabbers.
*Work,though i love my job *winkZ*.
*LiarsLiars.
*MyLife
*Hypocrities
*Jerkz
*Green Apples
*Vegetables & Salads
*Coffee Latte ( If Blended MuZ B Vanilla Wif Coffee BasE)
*ShoppinG Shop Till PocKet Big Hole
*My Dolphin
*My DarLing ( Its 4 u to find Out) OOpx...
*Massage tat Includes SpA,PediCure,ManicureS
*MoviEs MarathOon wif My DarlIng
*JapaNese Music,Pop,Rock,VisualRock,Sentimental..
*I LovE my HaiR.. Treatments,Colourings,Layers...Rox
*Cigarettes...lolz
*HiCheW GreeN Apple FavOur
*BlaCk DiaMond..
*Cartier
*Gucci
*My Perfume Polo Ralph Glamourous
*My "8" Wonders
*My GreeN MinI IpOd
*True love hears what is not spoken,
and understands what is not explained,
for love doesn't work in the mouth,
nor the mind, but in the heart...
Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find out you still care for that person.
No man is worth your tears and the only man who is will never make you cry.
Never say goodbye when you still want to try,
never give up when you still feel you can take it,
never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.
Love is believing in urself,
and follow ur heart, and under any circumstances u must be strong,
loves comes to those who still hope,
even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed,
to love those who still love even though they've been hurt before,
There are moments in your life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real,
though is hard for u to accept reality,
reality is the toughest and hardest fact that u will face in life....
"CASABLANCA,AS TIMES GOES BY"
You must remember this ,a kiss is just a kiss, a sigh is just a sigh
Moonlight and love songs,never out of date,hearts full of passion,jealousy and hate,woman needs man
And man must have his mate,that no one can deny.