*~Broken Promises~*

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

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THIS IS E PIC I ADORES......

Since long didnt update my blog.. therefore off today..got time to update.. well.. very sad especially yesterday.. wanted to go to bed earlier coz was really tired at work lately as well as my course at british council, but after taking my shower i saw a letter from my school mdis which means my RESULTS ARE RELEASED.. i just knew i would flung my advertising paper and yes i did.. my first time flung.. really heart pain.. but lucky dear still sounded supportive , i guess i need lots of support as well as encouragement especially from U! Thanks for yesterday or i shd say this morning msg when i woke up...ended up i thought i will sleep back but didnt.. perhaps im not used to sleeping so long hours ever since im being a workaholic and up with my courses.

Lately at work really sian... maybe i really try to hard... quarrel with my boss very fiercely until i broke down in tears, i really feel very hurt by the words she used that really hurt my integrity,dignity and my character. i really wish u will understand... i really need lot of patiences, concern (cos im a attention seeker) and moral support from u..im sorry if im being too sensitive lately, but sometimes its really hard to control emotions though i know u will do ur very best for my sake i hope u wouldnt give up and fulfil to ur promises.. u will right? That day i really hope that u would hold mi tightly and give mi a hug.. that was the day i needed u... :)

Last Week tue which is my off day..spend my lunch time with my insurance agent at holland having lunch at one thai restarant at Holland V, then we took off driving to Lavender for a short while then she drive mi bugis... wondering at bugis till 4pm then went bishan junction 8 to meet eileen, i reached there earlier therefore went browsing at E-base and spend money again bought two tops one is purple the other is brown more for casual for work....ling & i had dinner at thai express seems like that whole day i was eating thai food.. experiencing spice... lolz... waited for kimberly to knock off work then three of us went to town(lido addidas) to look for a top as ling couldnt find it in bishan then ling went hme as it was gonna rain heavily thunder strike!!! As for mi and kim quickly went to far east plaza to take cig from sal then we both quickly rush to goodwood park hotel for our massage as any point we will get drench moreover our massage appointment is from 8.30pm to 11pm their last customer... when we were abt to reach our destinition it was pouring extremely heavily, when we finally we both were drench lucky the reception gave us towels to dry ourselves followed by a cup of hot tea while we were enjoying our cig before going in for our scrub and massage... guess our next trip we will be taking pics of our massage rooms very good atmosphere.. that day fogotten to take pics.. lolz...

Well..well.. sat which was the 16 i had the full day workshop together with faisal at british council, was rather interesting nt only that it teaches us to provoke our thinking skills make mi burn out so much cells.. hahaha.. while taking the test faisal so funny.. his listening skills got some problem.. make mi laugh so much.. he better dig his ears before the examination if not surely blur blur.. lecturer was frm the UNITED KINGDOM, i noticed that his nose was so sharp and stiff... so weird but overall his appearances is okiee... but to mi quite funny his nose... lolz though he talks like a train but i managed to get him, perhaps last time i used to talk like this whereby my friends cant catch mi hahaha... had a wonderful day at the workshop... then ended up strolling at town alone... when to find eileen at her workplace coz very sian.. then went back to my dear's house to wait for him knock off work supposely we wanted to catch a movie but i guess im partially exhausted with long working hours and workshop not only that he might be tired after his work therefore we postponed till 29 which will be my last day of my exams therefore its a full day.. well... it has been really long we didnt had a proper date alone together.. so hoping for 29 to come.. BUT............

C.. this is wat happens when i havent been blogging lately... started to write long stories.. hahaha.. anyway now i've decided to sign up for nail art courses therefore the course will only start at june if not wrong.. then my sub paper for advertising is on 11 june at changi so far.. got to pay 60 bucks for it all in all... wah laoz... i am so disappointed in myself... everything also screwed up whether in relationships, work or school... i deserved it man.. ruin everything in my own hands...

Dun talk abt unhappy things already... gonna place some pics of my fav here.. so suave lor... my gift for my dear whether christmas present or birthday present he will definitely received products from this brands.. so u shd know now what i will get for u next time if there is presents to come.... kekekeke... anyway its good products so no harm using it.. kekeke

Thought of you at... |1:10 PM|

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